dealing with disappointment

so i had a big weekend planned. saturday i was going to meet mel for lunch. go out for dinner for someone's birthday and then meet some friends for a party. after the party we were going to hit up a bar i havn't been to in a long, long time. afterwards i was going to stay at my friend's place for a sleep over, wake up, have brunch and watch movies. sounds perfect doesn't it?

so on saturday morning i woke up feeling terrible. my stomache was hurting and i had a bit of a headache. lunch was cancelled. i went to dinner, but the food didn't taste as good as it could have. i went home. no party for me. no bar for me. no sleepover either. most disappointingly, there was no brunch.

so i got up today, read a little. watched the first cd of 'the last emperor', and had a nap. woke up at 5. tried to eat some cereal. napped again. chatted. went for a walk. wrote gramps a letter, and now i'm going to bed to read again. i'm taking comfort in reading my favourite book again. mists of avalon. i think i'm on the 8th read.

i have 3 work meetings this week, and then on the weekend am going to seoul. no listings for any punk but i have my fingers crossed.

5 days to seoul!