blimey!

so i have a decision to make. i was talking to the chick who does the hiring for my school and she said that if i don't resign right away, as in stay where i am with no break, there may not be another contract available until.. well who knows.. it could be november, could even be later.. that means that if i do come home for the break that i wanted (i really only wanted a few weeks or a month) i could end up at home with nothing to do for 3 or more months. 3 or more months without pay. though i could probably swing that if i lower my osap payments now, seriously what am i going to do for 3 months? i can't work if i want to keep my non-residency status. august would be ok because it's the summer, and the best time to be in kincardine but once everyone goes back to school/work, i'm left bored. i suppose i could rack up some more volunteer hours, but when i'm not working i always feel guilty. 3 months of doing nothing? i don't think i have it in me. but i also know that psychologically and emotionally i am going to need some kind of break and a week is not going to cut it. there are too many of you i want to see, and i want to really see you.. not just say hi, hug, kiss and jump right back on a plane.

what to do, what to do?

so last night i saw the davinci code. i say meh to it. although my expectations were low so i guess in that respect it made them. the albino was good looking though.. go figure. after seeing the movie i went and met up with some people for some late night galbi. since i don't eat meat, i watched them eat meat until 3 am. still a good time though.

i have no idea of what is going on, but there is some man on a loudspeaker right now outside my apartment. he's different from the blue truck guys, and much much louder. it's like a one man parade out there. i hate him. so it's 11 am (which is early for me on a weekday, let alone weekend) and i'm up. i suppose i should start my day anyways.

talk to you soon.. help a sista out with some advice please.
xxoo